First Blog

2:00 am on a Wednesday morning..
really shouldn't be here. i should be sleeping... shit.

new favorite song is Lucky by Jason Mraz (whom i LOVE!!) feat. Colbie Caillat
i wish this song could be an "our song"

another new song i've been singing is: Oxygen by Colbie Caillat
unfortunately i only like the song because of what it says. listen to it. you'll know what i mean.

it seems like there's a song for every emotion and every situation. and if there isn't yet... it's bound to come out soon. and if not... you should write one! Interesting how feelings are so universal. we all feel the same thing at one point in time. It's just a matter of when and how we feel it.

It's funny. i created this blog to vent my feelings for a guy who most likely wont read it, which doesnt help and he probably doesnt even care... but then again, isn't that what a blog is for? to write down one's feelings, opinions, ideas, and just random shit?

way off topic, but i am so glad the past is in the past.
now more than ever do i feel like i can REALLY put the past behind me. i moved to a new place, made some new friends, and am living a new life. Starting over feels so great and it really can happen.
The east coast is a whole other adventure for me that i am loving so far! sure i miss the CA way and the places, but this fresh change i can't give up. it's refreshing in a way that i feel like i can do anything.

Then i went off the deep end and had to like someone. i'll get over it.... right? I sure hope so. i'm tired of being weak and submissive. i'm tired of falling for a guy so easily that i know i made a huge mistake. it's happend before, i wont let it happen again.

ok. now that that's over with. gonna sleep.

~*sweet dreams *~