Secretly Stressed Out

... that's all i can say...
that basically defines how i feel!
i cant express how i feel.. without feeling like a complete idiot... without feeling so vulnerable.
this is the only way i can tell ...say... how i feel
school... suure.. it's a slight factor.... but my feelings.. my emotions are soo confused!!!!!!
i'm soo happy to be where i am physically..but at the same time.... mentally.. i'm all jumbled ... i'm going crazy..... what is it with me ?>!??!??!?!
my life is so crazy ...yet it's really not... ugh... what do i do?!
iono what to do
i want to TRUST.... i wish we could TRUST!!!
if only.