I'm not here

I'm not here where I am.

I see what's familiar, yet it's foreign.

I feel the same as before, but am so very different.

Life goes on, but I'm gone.

My heart is in your embrace. My soul is in your kiss. My mind is where you are.

I must ignore this and remember what I signed up for.

I must remind myself my sin and sacrifice.

My heart is not yours to hold. My soul is not for you to take. My mind is my own.

And I am independent from anyone else.

I am me. You are you.

I am where I have to be and so are you.

It wasn't meant to be.

This is the reality. I will erase what we had from my memory and live on the life I chose.