Sunday, April 26, 2009

"time for all the wrong reasons, time to end the pain"

Currently listening to Jason Mraz after hours of just thinking about him. =] hahaha funny thing i'm writing an essay about him. if u give me an essay where we can write about practically anything.. i'll write about him! Mraz is my love my life. hhaha well not really. but he's pretty great. i wouldn't mind writing an essay analyzing every single song of his.. about his life...and just about how great he is. lol Currently living high.. off of coffee!! yesh! reminds me of Montreal... man just one esspresso shot and i was crazy! laughed so hard till i cried because of some thing that wasn't THAT funny lol. i swear nothing makes me crazy more than esspresso! (that's why i dont drink coffee that much) Currently trying to write this essay... but decided to blog about how happy i am with my coffee and mraz. =] Currently not worried about the time. (it's only 1:21am) Currently lackin LOTS of sleep... hardly slept week b4 Montreal.. hardly slept during Montreal.. hardly slept this week.. hardly slept this weekend. =_= <<>.> Currently my stomach is making noises.. stupid coffeee >< Currently gonna go finish mai paipa! woot woot.. i love writing about mraz ^^

~*Live. Laugh. Love*~

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

HAPPY EARTH DAY!!! =]
Annika, TJ, and I all wor our Earth Day t-shirts from Montreal! hehe fun stuff ^^
it's too bad it rained today =[ my jeans got soaked XP but it was funny hearing them slosh as i walked.
took some pics today because natural colors always look so beautiful when it rains/after it rains.

i miss montreal. wish we could have stayed a few days longer. i would have loved to go see more sites and eat more great food =] yummm

i've been doing great for over a month! my attitude has been optimistic and happy for the most part. my mood was dampend yesterday, but it's w/e. only REAL problem is that i've been feelin nautious alot lately. =[ (no i'm not pregnant, lol) i need to change pills -.- this one's not very nice to my body and my moods.

so my friend from pre-school-1st grade is coming to visit me tmrrw! she's stayin till saturday! so excited. i havent REALLY hung out w/ her since grade school. i mean we see each other every year and talk every once in a while, but she's always so far away. (San Diego) So she got accepted here at UMass and is thinking about coming here for school next year as an incoming freshman. doubt she'd come here though. but it'll b nice to hang w/ her =] i remember i use to be so envious of her when we were little because she was always the tall blonde who somehow got all the attention. i didnt understand because she was always such a brat. ::shrug:: but for some reason we were the best of friends as polar opposites. i really think she's come a long way as a person and she's much more down to earth and grounded, at least compared to her friends. but she IS from San Diego... so who knows how much she has changed. hope she's not the typical San Diego brat. i have a feeling she was always more mature than that, but we'll see. =]

signed up for classes for next fall! yay! =] so far my schedule is pretty well rounded.. i just need to try and get into french! also, i'm currently working towards my film studies certificate! woopie! just need to finish my essay for HTM and submit my app =] .... on top of that other hmwk but that's short term importance.

i REALLY wish i could come back to the east coast for like a month in the summer!!! =[ i'm gonna miss my family sooooooooo much! but i'm kinda excited to see how different my friends from home are. OMG!! can't wait for paramore/no doubt!!! ^^ so FUCKN excited! haha =] prob gonna go w/ chris and hopefully joy.. and then stay at my friend's house in SD (same friend whos visiting this week)

~*Live.Laugh.Love.*~

(hope these lyrics are right or mostly right XD. had to write them myself)
Dominoes by Dawn Mitchele

heads are turnin
each one is yerning
as one their lookin
i turns away
oh they turn away

hearts are burnin
everything is churining
as the one their lookin i
is getting away
oh they're gettin away

oh we are like dominoes
and we are fallin in one long row now
i sing we're dominoes and we're fallin head
over our, our toes
and she's fallin for him and he's fallin for me
and i am fallin for somebody else who's fallin for you
oh we're fallin like dominoes
oh we're fallin like dominoes
oh we're fallin in and oh we're fallin way too fast

minds are dreamin
each time believein
that u'll apear on my doorstep
well maybe today
well maybe today

hands are praying
dont you hear what i'm saying
oh i'll tell you if i get you here
i'll never want you to go away

oh we are like dominoes
and we are fallin in one long row now
i sing we're dominoes and we're fallin head
over our, our toes
and she's fallin for him and he's fallin for me
and i am fallin for somebody else who's fallin for you
oh we're fallin like dominoes
oh we're fallin like dominoes
oh we're fallin in and oh we're fallin way too fast

and if i had oh one wish it would be to be
back up on my toes and i would fall as you fall
and turn around and we would fall well nose to nose
not like dominoes

and we are fallin and were fallin in one long row now
i sing we're dominoes and we're fallin head
over our, our toes
and she's fallin for him and he's fallin for me
and i am fallin for somebody else who's fallin for you
oh we're fallin like dominoes
oh we're fallin like dominoes
oh we're fallin in and oh wish we were
oh how i wish we were
fallin fallin nose to nose

Sunday, April 12, 2009

PROCRASTINATION STATION

So i'm here in the library on the 9th floor (as recommended by Sophie, my amazing roommate) with Rachel, Annika, and Tim and we're all doing the same thing. WRITING A FUCKN RESEARCH PAPER! woot woot! we all have to start and finish a 5-7 paged research paper for college writing. it shouldnt be too bad once we have all our research.. but it's just so time consuming and one can EASILY loose interest! although, luckly i like reading the stuff i have to read for mine. if i had free time i would read this shit anyways =D i'm such a movie buff.. cuz there's always a movie i havent seen, a detail i didnt know about a movie, a technique i've never seen, practically there's always something new! it's such an interesting industry.
Why did i wait till the last minute? well i always do. and i always seem to be fine. to be honest i had no motivation to start it until tonite anyways. i never do until i'm under pressure and losing time.
What did i do all weekend? NOTHING and yet many things. Watched many movies. Caught up on some shows. Ate with whoever was left. Went to the gym and worked out for a few hours. RELAXED after a stressful week.. and before a nother stressful week. (I can't wait til Montreal!!! soooo pumped!!) movies i watched: Identity, Jurassic park 1,2, and 3, Cloverfield, and i wanna say i watched a couple more w/ sophie but i can't remember.. oh parts of marry poppins!! and started The Tudors and Rome.. finished catching up with The US of Tara. have yet to catch up on Heroes.. but i think i'm over it... i dont feel like watching it anymore. XP... In The Motherhood is funny. wanna watch parks & recreation.


ok i'm done.. well i should be at least.. i need to go back to my paper. it's almost 2 so yea.. haha =D woot woot all nighter!


~*Live. Laugh. Love*~

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

love jason mraz's latest post.. so funny. =P

so i'm stressin about alot of things lately. =[
-housing (with soph in lewis or brett or if i cant get in there.. iono somewhere in central)
-perfecting res econ hmwk
-getting all the classes i want for next semester planned and written down
-finish HTM application
-art portfilio(???)
-paid summer internship
-HTM Exam #2
-my body is fucked up!! more like my face.. and i hate cramps >< .. which then leads to i love motrin!
-research paper
-start reading tale of heike
-finish reading the historian (finally)
-workout more!!!
-worry about all my classes even if i dont have to
-plan trip home
-clean laptop... meaning like take all the good shit.. put it on my new hardrive.. and clean out all the bad shit

Sunday, April 5, 2009

=]

Such a cuute song!!!
1,2,3,4 - Plain White T's

1,2 - 1 2 3 4
give me more lovin then i've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad,
im so glad i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.
(i love you)
give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i've had.
im so glad that i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.i love you
(i love you)
you make it easy, its easy as 1234
theres only one thing two do three words four you i love you
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
thats what ill do i love you
(i love you)
i love you i love you.
one two three four i love you.
(iloveyou)
i love you
(i love you)


Latest favorite song
Where did your heart go missing - Rooney
(which by the way we just found out (we as in annika sam and me) that the lead singer of Rooney is the brother of jason schwartzman and cousin of sophia coppola and was in Princess Diaries)

Love don't come so easily
This doesn't have to end in tragedy
I have you and you have me
We're one in a million, why can't you see?

I'm waitin', waitin' for nothin'
You're leavin', leavin' me hangin'
When did your heart go missing?
When did your heart go missing?

I treat you like a princess
But your life is just one big mess
When did your heart go missing?
When did your heart go missing? Yeah

I meant every word I said
I never was lyin' when we talked in bed
I'm retracin' every step in my head
What did I miss back then? I was so, so misled, oh

I'm waitin', waitin' for nothin'
You're leavin', leaving me hangin'
When did your heart go missing?
When did your heart go missing?

I treat you like a princess
But your life is just one big mess
When did your heart go missing?
When did your heart go missing?

I don't understand
How could you forget what we had?
It's so wrong

I'm waitin', waitin' for nothin'
You're leavin', leavin' me hangin'
When did your heart go missing?
When did your heart go missing?

I treat you like a princess
But your life is just one big mess
When did your heart go missing?
When did your heart go missing?

Things were so good
We had a little dream, a little dream together
Buy a house, settle down, do our thing
But you disappeared on me
And your heart, your heart went missing
I don't know how to find it, I don't know where it is

I don't know where your heart went
It was here just the other day
Now it's gone, I'm gonna call the police
Call the investigator, the heart investigative team

I'm also getting back into older songs i love!! Fueled By Ramen!!! woot.
CANT WAIT FOR MAY 22!! PARAMORE
AND NO DOUBT PERFORMING together I"M SOOO FUCKN EXCITED!!!! my 2 favorite bands!!!

I LOVE MUSIC!! makes me soo happy

~*Live. Laugh. Love*~

Thursday, April 2, 2009

exactly how i feel... felt. it's over.. i finally decided =]

Bring Me Down
By Lenka

I won’t let this burden bring me down.


So here we are again
starin’ at the end
of what we made and who we are.
Never knowin' when
one of us will break apart
and walk the other way, love.
I don’t know what to say, love.
I don’t know how to stay
when you won’t let me be
the person that I am.

Chorus:
The writings on the wall.
There’s nothin' to say anymore.
So ill leave before I fall apart
right back into your arms.
The writings on the wall.
You gave nothin' back at all.
But I want something better.
I won’t let this burdon bring me down.

What are we to do?
What are we to say to one another
now were through?
Thanks for bein' you.
Thanks for bein’ all things
I had to say goodbye to.
Im over bein' lied to.
Im over bein’ pushed into the person
that you want me to become.

Chorus

Oh where did it go wrong?
We had it for so long.
But now there’s no point in turning back
let’s face the fact

Chorus

I won’t let this burdon bring me x2
I won’t let this burdon bring me down.


~*Live. Laugh. Love*~