so i'm back in cali. got back thurs night. i feel all alone again. maan being back is so depressing.
So i only got to see my parents till friday mornin and then they headed up north to Cambria in Central Cal. to do their annual wine tasting weekend w/ their friends. So basically i'm home alone for the weekend. Friday i headed down to San Diego w/ joy and chris and we saw The Sounds, Paramore, and No Doubt perform. one of the most amazing concerts i've ever seen, if not the best!!!! sooo amazing! =] funny thing.. we planned on eating dinner near the venue after we found it... but when we were looking for it, we ended up being stuck in the line to park for the concert -.- so we couldnt get out. so we ordered pizza! hahahaha pizza delivered to the parking lot and that was our dinner XD. so funny. come to find out that when we got in there was food -.- fml. then after the concert it took us about 1/2 hr to find my car hahaha. that was sad... but we weren't the only one's lost. especially not compared to the drunk ppl. then i drove home cuz we couldn't stay in SD. ended up comin home @ 3 and i just crashed after dropping them off.
today was chris's bbq. we watched the lakers beat the nuggets!!! WOOT! what a good game =] it was soo close. both teams kinda sucked toniight though. lakers' defense sucked balls! but at least we won =] so the event was ok and it was nice seeing ppl, but it made me realize that i really dont belong w/ this crowd. i mean everyone is kool and nice,but i just dont fit in like i thought i did. made me miss my umass friends sooo much even more =[. i know what i need.... julie, mel, and jan. =] they're always friends i can count on here. i can never get tired of hanging out w/ them and they're just the best ever! =] goal this summer : make more outgoing friends
a good thing that's been happenin is that i am gradually forgetting and not thinking about certain things. it all felt like a dream almost like it didnt happen, and it's a good feeling. i feel more confident about my feelings.
~*Live. Laugh. Love*~
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