oh, and another thing

what seems to be bothering me the most is what i've been dreading ever since i came to college.... conflicts btwn friends. what everyone here is good at is assuming the wrong thing. just cuz some ppl tend to do something often... doesn't mean they do it all the time. more and more lil cliques are forming between our friends. we use to be one big group where we all would communicate with each other and not leave each other out. now there's a group of girls who just does w/e w/o inviting or caring to talk to the other girls. sure they might not know it, but it's so obvious to the rest of us. and then there's the fact that if someone says one word, one phrase someone else takes it the wrong way and gets offended. it's like i always have to be on my guard about every single person here now. it feels like i have to relearn who everyone is. everyone changed. for the worse. i'm scared to tell anyone anything now. what scares me even more is that i opened up to them soo much already. everyone becomes more and more unpredictable and more moody. (that is except for the guys) i'm getting use to getting left out from the people i know ....again. it's like high school all over. i can't even talk to my own roommate anymore. she's so different than last semester. it makes me sad. every single person i met here has changed. i don't know ANYONE anymore. i'm so sad and confused.